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As memories fade + wander back again
images loose the pain that living gives
dealing with existence
trying to discover essence
it lies outside/inside over,
around us
maybe we never had it,
just neurotics dealing with fear
but memories are our guidelines,
our connexion
to learning what is and what isn't
external space
it grows out there


memories fade and
wander back again
can we grow,
begin to learn/relearn
as worlds out there blow up and expand?
Implode
while we assess our smallness
uncomfortably,
too often
Deus is myth,
a part of our lives
reality is perception,
as is unreality
do we really want more,
is it such a bore?
We deal consequence
and situation
modeling ourselves
on fickle ideals
age creates
retro/wisdom can lie
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